i met up with my ex-classmates near the university where we used to have our korean classes. it’s been so long since i set foot in that neighbourhood; i haven’t been back since i quit school and moved out.
i’ll be back again tomorrow to help yenwen with her moving, so i will be there twice in two days after a rather long absence. it’s like things have finally come full circle–the snake’s head will one day eventually catch up with its tail. perhaps it’s time for me to start drawing another circle. or looking for another snake, depending on how you want to look at it.
i’ve been having lots of deja vus recently, and today was no exception. as i looked at A while she started expounding on her views on a certain topic, that scene started to look veerrry familiar and i caught myself frowning a little. was it just last night that i was dreaming about A speaking of the very same thing? but before i could be sure, B chipped in with her own views, and as i turned to look at B, i was very sure that i had seen this scene before–B was saying the exact same thing i heard someone say in my dream. it was so surreal that i started to wonder if i was dreaming right then, right there.
well, it’s just that today was the first time that i met B.
i have been having a lot of conversations recently that strike me deeply, but i am nowhere near discovering the answers that i have been searching for.
or maybe i have just been asking the wrong questions.





